Dear Kai,

Guess what Gor! My housemate Toby and I were chatting today in her car about the people we like and what not. And while we were walking back, she told me that Heki asked her before if I liked her. You remember Heki right? Yep, she's the one that I used to have a crush on during freshman year. She isn't the dense type, so she felt it, but I think she might have felt it at a wrong time, haha. When she asked Toby, we were already housemates and I didn't have a crush on her anymore. Well, I guess having a crush on her wasn't so bad either. At least I know now she isn't the type to avoid people when they 'feel' that someone has a crush on them. Oh well~~ But yeah, just wanted to let you know about that. =] Hope you're doing well!

-Amy Law

Dear Kai

I've decided to change my blog title to 'Dear Kai' 
I admit, it was really a sudden decision, but it fits and it'll work.
But I'm keeping the same link address, because as much as I want to change, I don't. This blog has been with me a long time and you were there from the beginning. And I'm keeping it that way.

I really miss you dear brother.
From now on, I will blog this as a journal. But not only is it a journal, its more of letters to you. Hoping that you'll read them from where you are. To keep you updated on what's going on. Because without you, I feel empty, yet at the same time I feel like there's no one I can turn to.

You were are a huge part of my life.
The rock in my life.
The one that kept me going.
The one that let me know I could move forward.
The one person in my life that knows the real me.