I made the decision to drop the course. It wasn't really an abrupt decision. I used a few days to think about it. Since part of my fear is fear of failing, why not drop the course and give myself less stress and more time for the other courses? I decided that this quarter I'm aiming to achieve at least in A-/A for the 3 letter grading classes I have left. I know I'll probably start slacking off and such, but since I have made this short term goal, I'm gonna go through with it. I already made my mistake taking my spare time for granted. I'll pull my GPA up that way it'll be one less thing for me to worry about. Now I finally feel like I'm doing what I should be....

Taking it a step at a time.